2013…Looking Back

 

2013 has been a rollercoaster year for us! We’ve had soaring highs and difficult lows.

2013, the year that was…

 

The Pits of 2013

• Marking one year of our house being on the market with no success.
• Having trouble with the sellers of the house we wanted and eventually having to pull out of the sale.
• Spending over two months apart during our house move.
• James losing his job.
• Illness and hospital stays for my sister and mother and father in law.

 

The Peaks of 2013

• Selling our flat.
• Having our beautiful baby girl, Sophia.
• The birth of our sweet little niece, Florence.
• Getting to spend lots of time with my family during the time I was staying in Ludlow.
• Sophia’s christening.
• Celebrating 2 years of marriage and 6 years together.
• My mum getting her teaching qualification.
• Becoming closer to my Dad, Grandparents and step family.
• Moving to our new house.
• Adding Smudge to our family.
• James being offered a new job.
• Celebrating Christmastime with all the people we love.

Even in the times when we seem to have had a string of bad luck, I’m so grateful for the life I have. Having Sophia has made me look at life differently and realise that we are here for such a short time that we should enjoy every moment of the life we have and to show love to the people we care about. I feel so incredibly blessed to have every single family member and friend in my life and I hope that 2014 is a year which brings everyone happiness!

Happy new year from The Smith Family.xxx

'Twas The Night Before Christmas

We celebrate our first Christmas as a family of three tomorrow. We're so excited for Sophia's first Christmas!

The festivities began this evening...

Sophia opened her Christmas Eve present from Granny.

She got into her Christmas pajamas.

She scattered reindeer food outside and left out a drink and mince pie for Father Christmas as well as a crunchy carrot for Rudolph.

We went upstairs and read 'The Night Before Christmas'.

Sophia put her stocking out ready for the big guy.

Merry Christmas everyone!

Toy Storage

As Sophia is growing, so is her collection of toys. I’ve noticed over the last few weeks that she’s losing interest in them despite them being age appropriate. We obviously can’t afford to supply a constant stream of new and different toys (which I don’t think would teach her good values anyway). I think it’s a case of having too much choice.

So this morning I decided to sort her toys into four piles. I made sure there was a good range in each pile and that each contained at least one ‘favourite’ toy.

I’m going to have a four-week rotating system where each bag will come out on a Sunday and she’ll have a week to play with the toys before they're put away and the next bag comes out. Hopefully only seeing certain toys every four weeks will help her to play a bit more purposefully with them! She’ll have access to her books and toddle truck all the time as I think they’re important.

We store Sophia’s toys on the bottom two shelves of our bookshelf as she can see all the toys and choose which she wants to play with.

The toddle truck holds her books and she enjoys taking them in and out.

I usually use the big bowl to contain her smaller toys, just to keep them neat but from now on I’m going to fill it with small manipulatives. At the moment it contains these small Christmas and animal knitted figures which I was given last Christmas. The kind of things I’ll put in here are things like blocks, small bean bags, giant beads, natural objects such as large pebbles, pine cones, large sticks etc.

To the right of the shelves lives her treasure basket and a bag of library books which she can only look at when supervised (otherwise she’d chew on them!).

I’m hoping that this system will work a bit better for us!

Every little thing is gonna be alright…

I like to keep this blog for happy things and showing all the good things we get up to. A light-hearted little place to document our life as a young family. Unfortunately, life isn’t always carefree and sometimes it gets too hard to ignore. I think it’s important to share both the good and the bad on this blog.

The last two years have been a struggle.

It seems we’ve had to face so many challenges and so much bad luck. With jobs, houses and even starting a family we’ve had to fight hard to keep positive and patiently wait. This year everything finally started coming together; Sophia was born, we had an offer on our flat, we found a house we liked and, despite having to spend weeks apart, we eagerly waited until we had the keys, James found a new, better paid job which meant I could be at home with Sophia and start childminding. It all finally felt like all that time hoping and praying things would work out had been worth it – we had the life we wanted and could relax a bit.

But that was not to be.

Monday evening we had the news that James had lost his job with immediate affect.

This week has been hard. Really hard. I go from being upbeat and positive to feeling like I just haven’t got the strength to keep on fighting. Of course, I always will because Sophia relies on us and we will never let her down.

James has been applying for jobs and I’ve put my childminding on hold to do the same. Hopefully something will come up.

I don’t know what the future holds for us. This time next week we could both have new jobs and it’d be as though this week didn’t matter. Or this time in a few months we could be heading into debt or have lost everything.  But as long as we have Sophia and each other we will be okay.

I don’t want a lot in life. I want my family, a place to call home and just enough money to cover our outgoings. Though I’m scared I am still hopeful that eventually we’ll have a calm life. I believe that everything happens for a reason. God has a plan for us. I don’t know what that is yet but I’ll keep holding on and seeing the beauty in the stormy times.

In under two weeks time we’ll be celebrating our first Christmas with our little girl, something we’ve been looking forward to so much. No matter what happens I’m determined it’ll be a lovely day for her. She’ll wake up to smiling, happy parents on Christmas Day because that’s what she needs and deserves.

A Lovely Day

On Sunday we decided to get out and about with Sophia and take her somewhere new.

This picture was taken just before we went out...

We decided to take her to a soft play warehouse with ball pits, slides and toys. It's only a few minutes drive from our house and was inexpensive so it was perfect for us.

We thought Sophia would get stuck straight in like she usually does but she was a bit apprehensive at first and was clinging onto me. After a little while she started enjoying herself.

There was a big wall with flaps to open and pictures inside which she loved and she enjoyed picking up the balls and throwing them. Not to mention that James and I enjoyed larking about in the ball pit too!

Later we went to look around Sainsburys as there was a few things we needed to get before coming home for food.

I made a chicken curry. Sophia had never had it before but she loved it and ate almost all of it. I mixed hers with some Greek yogurt to make sure it wasn't too spicy.

Overall we had a lovely carefree day and we hope to return to the soft play one day soon!

Dear Sophia: 9 Months Old

Dear Sophia,

You’re 9 months old! It feels like such a milestone as you have now been in the world longer than you were inside my tummy. I can’t believe that this time last year you hadn’t even been born and now you’re a smiling, chattering, crawling, active little girl!

You’ve started to sleep less in the day and longer at nights now. It’s lovely to get a bit extra sleep in the mornings and to spend more time with you in the day. You typically go to bed around 6:30pm now and can sleep up until about 8:30am.

As always you’ve been growing and changing lots this month!

Eating

You are still a very good eater! There is no food you dislike and you’re not fussy one bit. You’re gradually drinking less milk and eating more at meal times which is great.

You are able to pick up and put the food to your mouth very well and you can use a spoon and a fork. You wear a plastic bib to catch all the bits of dropped food but your latest trick is to pull the bib off and spill the food! The carpet under your chair doesn’t look so good!

Development

This month you can:

• Wave. When people say hello or goodbye you now wave at them. I think you learnt it from me because I always stand in front of  the mirrors and wave to you. You’ve began to wave to anyone and everyone when we’re out and about!
• Climb. You can climb up onto the sofa by yourself. I was so shocked when you first did it and a little nervous that you’d do it and then fall off but luckily you turned around and sat down.
• Stand. You’re not fully standing quite yet but you can stand and balance on your own for about 30 seconds. You’re getting stronger and stronger.
• Teeth. You have another little tooth in your mouth making the grand total of 2!
• Recognise your name. You know your name and look around when it is called.
• Pincer grip. You can pick things up with your finger and thumb now instead of a whole hand grab. I think baby led weaning has really helped this as you practise picking up bits of food every meal time.

Five Favourites at 8 Months:

Favourite toy: You love your stacker of family fish this month. It’s always the first toy you take off your shelf and you like taking all the fish off and looking at them.

Favourite book: Still big on lift the flap books! A favourite this month has been Dear Zoo by Rod Campbell. We keep it in the bedroom and usually read it on weekend mornings and on my days off. You’re so independent and you love to pull the flaps open and turn the pages yourself.

Favourite food: You love eggs in every form! Your favourite way is as an omelette. I add a handful of frozen mixed veg and some cheese and put it all in the pan. You think it’s delicious!

Favourite activity: Probably reading. If I sit on the floor with a book you come straight over and climb onto me to listen.

Favourite thing to do or say: Favourite thing to do at the moment is to stand up. You spend hardly any time on your bottom anymore – you just want to be up and cruising around all the time.

 

And that’s what you’ve been doing at 9 months old! You’re personality is coming out more and more now and it just makes me love you even more. You’re such a happy, beautiful little soul and I don’t know what we’ve done to deserve you as our daughter but we’ll be forever grateful.

Happy 9 month birthday beautiful girl!

Lots of love from Mummy and Daddy.xxx